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Saturday, December 30, 2006

Preparing Our Hearts

As we prepare our hearts to gather and worship the Lord this weekend, let me share a couple service notes. Please note that there will only be one worship service this weekend, on Sunday morning at 10AM. Next weekend we will return to our two-service schedule, with two Sunday morning services at 9AM and 11AM, the 11AM service being when our children's programs are offered.

Tomorrow, Shari and members of the music team will be leading us in a great set of music including songs from Aaron Shust, Chris Tomlin, and the Trans Siberian Orchestra. That means we are not entirely done with Christmas music just yet. One of the Trans Siberian pieces will be played as prelude music, so plan to arrive on time at 10AM or you may miss it.

I cannot tell you where to turn to get an advance look at the text for tomorrow, as Richard Griffin will be bringing the message from the word. We'll find out together in the morning.

As always, I look forward to worshipping with you at Christ's Church!

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Parson to Person

Part three of season two - an 'imaginative/non-fictional' series. Earlier segments can be found in the archives. The entire document will be made available in one location soon.

Roger passed away Monday of the following week. Peggy, Liz and Greg were at his side. As I sat planning his funeral in my den, I thumbed through notes he had left specifically for this occasion including scripture passages he wanted me to read. Roger’s young faith grew leaps and bounds in vitality during his year long battle with cancer. It was heroic.

The vibration of my cell phone, ringing on the desk, startled me.

“Brian? It’s Dan. Lois told me I would catch you on your cell.”

Dan was the District Superintendent with our denomination, and had become a pretty good friend to me over the course of ‘the debacle’, as Sarah and I called it.

“I have very good news, my friend. I think the cloud has lifted. Last night the Committee voted unanimously to support you. We contacted the chairman of your board this morning and told him. He assured me that your entire board is, well, on board, with this decision. So, we’re officially closing the Duke’s complaint. I’ve put a call into Jay and Evelyn Dukes to tell them it’s over as far as we’re concerned. They are out of town for Christmas, so I have yet to have that conversation.”

I was completely surprised. I offered a rather mechanical ‘God is good’ and a ‘thank you’ before we ended our call. I was at a loss for words. A pessimist streak within my personality, one that I try actively to suppress, kicked into hyperactivity. ‘Sure, I wonder what kind of passive-aggressive mayhem the Dukes will spin before they finally leave’, I worried. Next, my thoughts raced to Lois. I recalled Dan’s words, ‘Lois told me I would catch you on your cell.’ The truth was that I was pretty routinely ‘out of the office’ now for the deterioration of my trust where Lois was concerned. During the last year I felt as if she had joined league with the Dukes and the Wrights. Could I trust her going forward? She had been the church secretary there longer than I had been the pastor. Could I terminate her employment without creating a whole new uproar?

Then a whole new level of pessimism crept in. Maybe I had resigned myself, on some level, that this thing was headed towards my eventually resigning from Covenant and seeking a new start somewhere else.

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Fleecing The Flock

Some of you may remember Robert Tilton, the televangelist who back in the late 1980's and early 1990's was on TV everywhere, and all the time. His many promises to have viewers make and keep their 'faith vows' (i.e. sending his ministry money) would yield great 'harvest' (i.e. you'll go from poverty to wealth) were so laughable that many people, including me, watched for sheer entertainment.

By the way, I still have in my files, and still pull out from time to time for laughs, the 'faith-prayer mat' and the 'anointed hankerchief' that his ministry sent me when a bunch of us at a party one night called his toll free line in near hysterics. The exact promise was that if I wrapped up my 'vow' in the mat or the hanky and sent it back to Bob within 24 hours then I would be, and I quote, "Blessed, Blessed, Blessed!" Guess I missed out on that blessing.

Check this blog article at MMI on preacher Bob's latest tactic. I especially love the end where the blogger tells us how he chose to 'sew the seed' that Tilton sent him.

By the way, should you ever google 'farting preacher' you'll find some parady-video clips of Tilton that are rather tasteless. It is vintage Tilton, however.

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Sunday, December 24, 2006

A Christmas Eve To Remember

Christmas Eve is just about to give way to Christmas morning. A handful of thoughts as I prepare to go to sleep.

Thanks Erica, Kari-Lynn and Shannon for being the ringleaders of the Fumbling Bumbling Angels production. It was a highlight for me to be 'drafted' into duty and to have a sweet little girl named Ari lead me around and tell me what to do. "Come on Pastor... it's time for the shepherds!" I've concluded that no matter how polished or unpolished certain aspects of a children's production are, there is no 'star power' like kids sharing their all.

Thanks Amanda, Adria, Bonnie, and Steph for dancing for us this morning. Carol of the Bells proclaims Christ - and your artistry is a blessing to us.

Thanks Shari and the music teams, both morning and evening. What a thrill it was for me, and for so many of us, to sing those great Christmas favorites!

I spent the morning worried about my message in John 1, thinking it was long and boring (always happens to me when the children's church is cancelled... I start hearing my thoughts through the ears of our youngest and least patient participants). A number of people told me that the Lord really touched their hearts with that text. What do I know? God is good!

And then tonight at the candlelight service, I was nervous about how the sharing time would go. Wow! Those of you who spoke up to share - Thank you! Thanks for letting the Lord show up for all the rest of us in the words of your testimonies.

We Shaw's went to a local Chinese Restaurant for a quick supper. I couldn't help but think of the holiday classic 'A Christmas Story'. I noticed something though: the hostess, the waiter, even the young woman who came by a hundred times to fill my water glass - they all said 'Merry Christmas' to us. Not 'Happy Holidays', but very clearly 'Merry Christmas'. That is different than any other retailer I visited this year. Hmmm.

Then we took off for a tour of lights, visiting a large section of Amherst and Merrimack. Okay, the inflatable crap is really tacky! But, we did see some very nice displays too. A favorite pass for all of us was through Great Stone where the roads in the entire neighborhood were lined with little luminaries. Very beautiful. Next year at CCA... luminaries? Yes, I think so.

Finally we put the finishing touches on some wrapping and got ready for bed. We tuned into the NORAD SANTA tracking website. You know what we learned? Santa is making his way up the east coast of the U.S. as I type this. I better get to sleep.

Merry Christmas to you all!

Saturday, December 23, 2006

A Season Of Preparing

Our service schedule is being changed up a bit this weekend. This afternoon (Saturday) at 5:30pm the children will present the program Fumbly, Bumbly Angels for our holiday enjoyment. Tomorrow our Sunday Morning Worship Service is at 10am and we will have an evening Candlelight Christmas Eve Service at 6pm.

As you prepare your hearts to celebrate the fourth Sunday in Advent, come considering the love associated with Christ's birth. If you want to get an advance read, we will consider together John 1:1-14 tomorrow morning, and we will use the hymn 'Thou Didst Leave Thy Throne' as an outline for our consideration. If you're not familiar with the hymn, here's a listen from Cyberhymnal along with the lyrics.

I look forward to celebrating Christ's birth with you this weekend. Merry Christmas!

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Friday, December 22, 2006

Balboa Worth One More Round

Duke: To beat this guy you need speed... you don't have it. You have calcium deposits...
Paulie: I have that problem
Rocky: (shrugs)
Duke: So what we will be calling on is blunt force trauma.

A movie critic I am not, but I'll weigh in on this one - Rocky Balboa is worth the ticket price. I came away reminded of all the good things from Rocky I and II, and having forgotten all the stupidity of III, IV, and V. This film reminded me why I love an underdog again.

The old characters Rocky, Paulie and Duke show up again in the way that we fell in love with them in the earlier films. New characters Marie, Steps and Robert Jr. all did a fine job. The movie had its fill of great one-liners and balanced it out with some poignant scenes. Here are a couple hidden gems for you to look for should you go see the film: (1) Mason Dixon's conversation with his former trainer over respect that matters; (2) Rocky's conversation with his son in the street concerning the fight that is life; (3) Spider Rico's quotation of scripture blending Old and New Testament truths.

I've begun this posting with perhaps my favorite quote in the movie. What was yours? Chime in.

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We're Back!

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3 Chords & A Cloud of Dust returns tonight to JBeaners!

Jimmy and Darin are in the order at 'Open Mic Night' tonight at JBeaners, scheduled to play at 8:45pm. Rumor has it that Jesse will be sitting in. Darin explained, "Well, Jesse saw our video and heard our version of Britney Spears and said, 'You guys rock! Can I sit in?'."

What will be in the playlist tonight? That remains to be seen. Perhaps a little U2? One or two of Darin & Jimmy's originals? And of course, something special to close the evening.

Come out to JBeaners tonight and be prepared to laugh and sing with us!

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Thursday, December 21, 2006

Rocky Balboa - Tonight!

Here is your invitation to join my wife Shari and me to see the movie Rocky Balboa tonight at 9:30pm at the Cinemagic Theatre in Merrimack.

I've read several reviews that say the movie is better than the critics had imagined it would be. It opened midweek to one of the largest midweek openings ever as reported by Variety this morning. So, Yo, Adrian... you up for a movie tonight? Drop me an email if you're interested in going.

Colossians Remixed... Reload?

Greetings Colossians Remixed Participants!

We've gone on hiatus these last few weeks. Those involved here in the life of Christ's Church certainly understand that as we've had a very busy few weeks in the life of the church family. I have read thru the next chapter, and I'll tell you that the read is picking up momentum for me. Here's the plan: Let's get through Christmas in a few days and plan to reload the discussion on the Remix beginning next week. Look for my comments on chapter 4 in the forum by Tuesday.

Dig out the books... join (or re-join) the conversation!

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Monologue to Dialogue... From Song

This past weekend's study in the word - Luke 2. If you missed the music team's leading us in 'While Shepherds Watched Their Flocks' you missed a stirring retelling of the story in Luke's gospel.

Give a look to my notes or a listen to the audio of the message (both available in the right hand panel) and let me know what you think. How are your preparations to celebrate Christmas coming along? How are you slowing things down to really observe and enjoy this Christmas?

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Monday, December 18, 2006

Parson To Person

This is the second installment in my second 'season' of an 'imaginative/non-fictional' series. Earlier installments are available in the archives menu. We'll have the whole series posted in one place soon.

How are Sarah and I doing? I didn’t know how to answer the question. Certainly our year didn’t compare to what Peggy and Roger had endured, but it had been the worst year I could remember in our nearly 20 years of marriage.

“We’re fine”, I heard myself say. That’s the ‘pastor-standard-answer’. Whenever someone in the congregation asks the pastor how he’s doing, the answer seems as if it needs to be ‘fine’ or some equivalent. We weren’t fine. It had been a year since the Dukes and the Wrights had launched their campaign to have me removed as the pastor at Covenant. A dozen or so congregational meetings later, it felt as if we were no closer to seeing an end to the mess – other than the fact that, for the first time, I had begun thinking about resigning just to spare my family from any more of this nonsense. My thoughts wandered the direction of even more despair when I considered that Peggy and Roger were among my strongest supporters, and here they were engaged in a battle of real life and death. My situation seemed so ridiculously trivial in comparison.

“Brian, you’re a great pastor”, Peg offered. “Roger would not be where he is today – a believer in Christ – had it not been for your encouragement to me over the years. So many times I was ready to throw in the towel. There were even Christians telling me to divorce him because he was an unbeliever and I was unequally yoked. Evelyn Dukes for one. But you shared with me what the scriptures say about an unbelieving spouse being sanctified by the faith of a believing spouse. Do you remember that? Well, I held onto that promise. God came through.”

“Well, it has not really been fine”, I ventured. “We’re tired. I’m tired of seeing Sarah, Dani and Abby subjected to all of this. I think about throwing in the towel myself some days.”

At that moment we were both startled. Roger reached over and grabbed my wrist. His eyes were wide open and focused on me. He spoke very clearly, “You hang in there, Brian. My family needs you. Your church family needs you. Don’t you give up!” Those were the first words he had said in several days. Peg leaned over and kissed Roger’s cheek. A tear ran out of the corner of his eye.

I patted his hand on my wrist and said, “Thank you, my friend.”

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

A Season Of Preparing

The third weekend in Advent has arrived. Joy is the theme this week. Jesus' birth was proclaimed, heralded and celebrated in the context of great joy. As we continue to prepare our hearts to celebrate the birth of our Savior this Christmas, we will consider the privilege it is to bear 'glad tidings of great joy'.

Members of the Christ's Church worship band who made up By Faith this past summer will lead us in song this weekend. They have a mixture of familiar Christmas music and a couple new arrangements prepared for us.

If you'd like an advance look at the text we will consider together, read through Luke 2. The Christmas hymn that will accompany our consideration of the word this weekend is the song 'While Shepherds Watched Their Flocks'. You may want to recall that old favorite. Here's a link to a page called CyberHymnal where you can find the words by Nahum Tate and the traditional tune by George Handel.

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Friday, December 15, 2006

G.O. 2005: Namibia (pt. 20)

Summer Of ‘69
Those were the best days of my life…
It all started innocently enough. Desiring a little down time, Dave and I left the rest of the team and sat out under the stars, in front of the Zebra Lodge, with a couple acoustic guitars. We played through every song that came to mind. Then it happened. One of us strummed a D-chord, and the other began jokingly with a Bryan Adam’s, raspy vocal imitation, “I got my first real six-string…” That was all it took. The next thing we knew we were strumming and singing through the whole song. As we did, a couple of the dancers wandered up behind us. From that point on it was requested every time we gathered around the fire to sing worship songs.

The lyrics of the song recall a great summer and experiences that seemed as if they would last forever. The songwriter goes on to proclaim, “Those were the best days of my life”. At that moment, in that setting, it felt like the song expressed what many of us were feeling.

When we were planning the worship service for our first Sunday back from Namibia, I decided that I wanted ‘Summer of ‘69’ to close the service. We asked two of the dancers to sing with us that morning, adding Sam and Michelle into the band. I thought about the fact that in years gone by I would have scoffed at the idea of using ‘secular’ music during a ‘sacred’ assembly. What is secular? What is sacred? Now, I recognized a great artistic work that carried within it an experience of our celebrating God’s goodness to us in this trip. I didn’t think for a moment that it dishonored God – I was sure it would cause Him to smile, as it would many at Christ’s Church that morning who would ‘get it’.

What made up those ‘best days’? Certainly the things that I’ve chronicled over these twenty installments make up the bulk of it. But there were also so many little things that added up to a once-in-a-lifetime experience. There were the infamous ‘shower runs’ of the early days of the trip, when we had no running water in the dorms at Dieter’s place; the unexpected knock on the window of our combee during one of those shower runs that startled the girls to a scream; our July 4th celebration, complete with a member of our team telling the South African team members that our country was “old… maybe like 75 or something”; and the girls re-write of ‘Love Shack’ for Dieter. The best days of life are made up of just such things – the little, the seemingly insignificant – but things that are shared as life’s journey with others.

This trip was made extra special for me in that two of my daughters participated, and made me very proud. For Amanda it was her second trip to Namibia, and like before, she once again showed me what a tremendous young woman she is, and how vibrant her faith is. She brought ‘Hallelujahs’ to life for us all. Katie was the youngest team participant we’ve ever taken on one of our G.O. Teams, and she performed like a seasoned veteran every step of the way. Her video taping of much of the trip keeps the memories alive for us all. I am such a proud Dad! I love my girls more than they’ll ever know, and part of it being among ‘the best days of my life’ is that I got to share this trip with them.

Eighteen months have passed. We continue to hear of the fruit of that summer’s trip. We continue to look back at the lessons of that trip as we look into the future. There is talk of possibly doing it again some day. There is talk of a different kind of trip. There are daydreams of the next God-inspired, Him-credible crazy idea we can draw up. So we look forward.

But every now and then I hear those familiar strains on the radio – that D-chord riff – it takes me right back. Those were the best days.

G.O. 2005: Namibia (pt. 19)

Promise Of A New Day (part 3)
What has the final say? The promise of a new day…
What a waste? Absolutely not! Any question was erased when I returned to Namibia, one year to the day later.

In every community we visited we were asked if the dancers were with us this year. People came up to us sharing memories of the dancers’ visit a year earlier, and the profound impact that it had. We shared Dieter’s place again with teams from Florida and Seattle. A few of their team members mentioned to us that as they were out in the community, people asked them, ‘Do you have the dance team with you this year?’ to which they wondered, ‘What is a dance team?’ Why it’s missions, redefined!

Nowhere was the evidence stronger than in Rehoboth and Arandis, two communities where the dance team had partnered with Hope’s Promise Orphan Ministry. In Rehoboth, Sylvia Beukes, HPOM’s National Director, spent an evening with our 2006 team telling us of the racial barriers that seemed to crumble as a result of the ’05 trip. “Darin, you do not even know what an impact it had. For people in an area where apartheid has shaped their racial perceptions, for those young girls, and their white faces, to have come, and given as they did – not to take, but to give… unbelievable”, Sylvia shared. “The whole community has changed as a result.” I was thankful to have my wife Shari, and Don and Jackie - counting myself that meant four ‘dance parents’ were there to hear the testimonies firsthand.

In Arandis we met Pastor Tresford and his family. They had begun an afterschool program for children that included a dance group. “The children saw the dancers from America and wanted to start a dance team”, one of the afterschool leaders told us. “We want the dancers to come back and to teach us (the teachers) how to teach the children dance.” Brenda Johnston with HPOM agreed, “It really was special and it opened a lot of doors.”

The most heart moving testimony to me was Dr. Erna Both, the Principal of Kolin Foundational Secondary School in Arandis, the school where the girls danced and where one of the dancers, Sam, joined me in bringing the message that day. Back in 2005, Dr. Both was reluctant to have our team come. I remember she was very apprehensive and stood very close by in the event that she needed to ‘intervene’. When the performance gave way to my talk, and we followed that up with Sam’s sharing, I noticed tears in Dr. Both’s eyes. She then stepped to the microphone herself to dismiss the kids back to class and declared, touching on Sam’s and my words, “Don’t forget. The message of this day is boys put away your toys and girls guard your virgins!”

Dr. Both greeted me warmly as we arrived with the band in 2006. She apologized that she wouldn’t be able to stay. She had an appointment in Swakopmund. That in itself spoke volumes to me, as I recalled the tight grip she wanted to maintain a year earlier. “You all say whatever the Lord lays on your heart. I trust you” she said, as she walked to the courtyard where the band had set up – the same courtyard where we had stood one year earlier. “One more thing, Darin,” she stopped. “When are you going to bring the dancers back? That young lady who spoke – we have never had such an inspiring assembly in all my years here. They truly made a difference. The next time you bring them, I’d like you all go into the classrooms for the day. There are also a few teachers here who would like to start a dance team. Perhaps your dancers could work with them to get that started, yes?” Before she left, she turned one more time and took my hand and looked me in the eye, “Thank you!” When the concert was over, members of Dr. Both’s staff came to me and asked if we could leave members of the band to spend the day in the classrooms talking with the students one on one and in small groups. Brenda assured me, this was result of the girls visit a year earlier. That day, members of the band ‘went to class’.

The next evening, the band offered a concert at the Community Center in Arandis. I stood in the back praying as they began. Just a few minutes into their set, I watched as Dr. Erna Both quietly made her way in and took a seat in the back row. Brenda, also walking and praying near the back of the auditorium, whispered to me, “She’s never come to anything we’ve done before.”

What has the final say? Is it a book written by some seminary professor on how to do short term missions? Is it a group of local pastors who look to see what our dollars and our hours accomplished? Is it a bunch of people saying ‘the sinners prayer’ and becoming church people? And now, with every head bowed and every eye closed…

No. It is God, the Hound of Heaven, recklessly pursuing us with reminders of His love; faithfully continuing the work that He has begun in every one of our hearts; meeting some who, like Nicodemus, come by night; meeting others with blinding revelation, as He did with Paul on the road to Damascus. It’s God, sparing no expense; displaying His extravagance; arranging Divine appointments, like perhaps a trip around the world with a bunch of people who just months before were strangers, to wind up sharing glimpses of God under the stars of the Southern Hemisphere. It’s God, who lives in the generative conversations that continue to this day; who takes us all back with a glimpse of a child’s dirty face; the hearing of an African accent; the sight or sound of an accordion – go figure; a t-shirt that asks ‘What would Dieter do?’; or the familiar D-chord riff that begins the song ‘Summer of ‘69’. We were there. So was He. We saw Him… and we continue to see Him. Well worth it!

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Thursday, December 14, 2006

G.O. 2005: Namibia (pt. 18)

Part 18 of my Namibia 2005 Chronicles. Just two more sections to go... Lord willing, I'll have them up in a few hours. Earlier sections of the document are available in the right hand panel.

Promise Of A New Day (part 2)
What has the final say? The promise of a new day…
It seems to me that you could sum up the old, conventional view of short-term missions, and church participation for that matter, in the phrase ‘believe and then belong’. While they didn’t express it in those words, that is the sentiment behind my peers’ perceptions of our inviting people who were not active in the church to the mission field. It really smacked of an ‘us’ and ‘them’ distinction.

The problem that I was having is that Jesus made no such distinction. In fact, Jesus was most often found among the people that the religious leaders of the day thought of as ‘them’. Jesus invited people, “Come, follow me”, and it wasn’t until a couple of years later that He ever got around to asking them, “So, who do you say that I am?” Jesus operated on the reverse paradigm: ‘belong and then believe’.

In the months that followed the 2005 trip we saw this ‘belong and then believe’ paradigm at work. A few members of our 2005 team and even members of their families continued in relationship with Christ’s Church folks, and in spiritual conversations to one degree or another. It is evident that God is at work in many lives.

The summer of 2006 brought an opportunity for two of the ‘05 dancers’ parents, who had not been a part of Christ’s Church prior to their daughter’s trips, to make the trip to Namibia as part of a Christ’s Church team. One of them was the mom who had told her daughter back at the beginning, ‘If there’s anything fishy going on there, get up and leave, and don’t give them my check’. I believe that both of those parents would tell you that God has continued stirring the waters of their souls in very particular ways since the 2005 trip. As I type this, one of those two parents has booked a solo trip for the beginning of 2007 to continue ministering alongside our friends in Namibia.

But the realities we were awakening to as the trip neared its end have come to pass. In the eighteen months since the dance trip, many of the dancers themselves have moved on into very different settings – three into their second year of college now, two into their freshman year, four having moved from Middle School to High School, a handful of them given keys to the car – and few and far between have been the opportunities for most of our paths to meaningfully cross. While my involvement in the dancers’ world as a dance parent has given me slightly more opportunity to run into the girls than the other Christ’s Church members of our team, it certainly isn’t the same. A few of the girls still go out of their way to greet me and converse, but with a few others I feel fortunate to see even a smile or a wave. Gone are the days of long walks and heartfelt talks. What I would not give for another late-night stroll with Carli and Diandre; another talk about going home with Becca; another ride with Stephanie; another chance to hear Bonnie call me ‘Dairy Products’; another seat by the morning fire next to Casey; another glimpse of Sam sitting up late writing in her journal; another chance to see Steph, Carli, Adria and Michelle dance to Honest Questions; another chance to see Jaclyn dance to Nowhere To Lay My Head; and one more sight of Jaimie singing worship songs with us around the fire.

But it is, after all, a new day.

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Saying Goodbye... For Now

Thursday morning we will gather at Christ's Church in loving memory of John F. Burke Sr. The funeral service will begin at 10am at CCA and we will proceed over to the cemetery for the interment at the close of the service. Guests will be welcomed back at the Burke's home afterwards.

Let me encourage you to join us tomorrow morning. Your presence will be a blessing to the family. Pray for me as I prepare my thoughts tonight, and for Jesse and members of the music team who will be leading the service.

If you'd like a text to consider tonight to help you put this in perspective, give 2 Corinthians 4:16-5:10 a read. God bless!

Monologue To Dialogue... From Song

If you missed the services this weekend you missed the debut of a new arrangement of an old Christmas standard, 'I Heard The Bells On Christmas Day', composed by Mike Knight. The words and the setting of that hymn served as a fitting context for our consideration of 'peace' this second weekend in Advent. Here are my notes and an audio file of the message.

How did our study this weekend in Micah chapter 5 strike you? How is your Advent season coming along? Help me turn monologue into dialogue.

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Christian vs. Christ Follower

Here's a little humor for you, based on the popular Mac vs. PC commercials. Enjoy this video.
If you enjoyed that, follow this link to find a couple more.

What do you think? Christian or Christ Follower?

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

G.O. 2005: Namibia (pt. 17)

This is the 17th section of my Namibia 2005 trip summary, earlier parts are available in the right-hand panel. This section, Promise of a New Day, is a lengthy section so I'll be presenting it here in three parts.

Promise Of A New Day (pt. 1)
What has the final say? The promise of a new day…
Just a few days after we arrived home I found myself in a circle of the local pastors at one of our weekly pastor’s meetings. They seemed excited to hear my report. I was thrilled to share with them. I spoke of the many God sightings during the trip. I spoke of the difference the girls made as they performed in schools and community gatherings where our ministry partners had never made inroads before. I spoke of the way in which God showed up for our team and the many hours of very meaningful conversations we all had. As I spoke I sensed unease growing among my peers around the room. Finally, one of my pastor friends interrupted me and gave voice to the unease, “That all sounds wonderful Darin, but how many of these girls got saved? Did any of them come to Christ?”

I felt as if the room was suddenly getting warmer. I wondered if I was visibly turning red. I was really uncomfortable with the question.

“A couple of the girls have given serious thought to their relationship with the Lord. We had some great conversations. There were so many coincidences…” My friend interrupted me again, “So, what you’re saying is that none of them came to Christ.” I was stunned. He continued, “It wasn’t worth it. All that money, and all that time you and your staff invested – and none of them came to Christ? What a waste!”

Another chimed in: “Shouldn’t you only take believers on mission trips anyhow? The Bible says that believers shouldn’t be yoked together with unbelievers.” The conversation began to swirl around the proper make-up of a missions trip and the end result being professions of faith – or next time just send along a check. I tuned it out. I spent the next hour of our pastor’s prayer time in a haze. There I was, among a group of my peers who had swallowed, hook-line-and-sinker, every book on short-term missions and evangelism that lined all of our shelves.

I began this venture asking ‘What if God hadn’t read their books?’ I’ve concluded that if He had, He wouldn’t agree. We began this trip musing, ‘Maybe it’s time we write a new book?’ I believe God is doing just that.

The lessons of modern-era conservative evangelicalism are deeply seeded in us. I recalled those moments early on when our team first began to gather, and we had to rethink all of our verbiage – Christianity’s language was out of step with the culture we live in. Recalling Mike’s explaining, “In the middle of the Bible there is a book of songs”, I wondered how often we were ‘sharing the gospel’ in meaningless terms.

A couple of months after we were back I began to compose this trip summary, posting the first section on my blog. Within a matter of hours a few people commented on the posting. One comment in particular caught my attention. It read, “I was surprised to hear that you were taking a bunch of unsaved dancers on a mission trip.” Another comment was added shortly thereafter that referenced the dancers as ‘the lost’. I looked at those comments and for the first time in my life I saw those words in a different light. That night as Shari and I were going to bed I shared with her that I was offended by the words ‘unsaved’ and ‘lost’ as we had come, in Christianity, to use them. We discussed that those words were Biblical – Jesus spoke of His role in terms of coming “to seek and save the lost”. While we couldn’t think of an appearance of the word ‘unsaved’ in Scripture, the Bible makes it very clear that those who believe in Christ are ‘saved’ and therefore we could say that those who choose to reject Christ are not saved. But it was more than that for me. It was the way in which those words are commonly tossed about by believers that bothered me. ‘Unsaved’ is often spoken condescendingly as if it is synonymous with ‘unsavory’. ‘Lost’ is used as if it is interchangeable with ‘bad’ or ‘evil’. Before I could sleep I got out of bed, got on the internet, went to the blogsite and deleted the comments.

The next morning I had a message waiting for me from one of the dance parents. She explained that she was troubled by something she read on my blog and wanted to talk to me about it. She had been troubled by the very words that troubled me. Later in the day I received a note from another of the dance parents. He asked “Did your decision to delete the comments on your blog have anything to do with the words ‘unsaved’ and ‘lost’?”

The experience of this trip was challenging me. Time would tell just how deeply.

Monday, December 11, 2006

G.O. 2005: Namibia (pt. 16)

This is part 16 of my summary of the 2005 G.O. Team experience. Previous entries can be found in the menu under Namibia 2005 Report.

After The Rain
Never a last goodbye, there’s always tomorrow. Are things ever the same after the rain?
It was our last morning in Namibia. People were bristling about gathering the things that two weeks of being ‘at home’ had strewn near and far. Brenda, Janis and Stephanis came to say goodbye. Carli sat, in what is one of the trip’s most memorable scenes for me, at the base of a big tree with Stephanis on her lap, writing in her journal. A few yards away, by the fire, Janis was dancing for a few of the girls. Someone asked, “Has anyone seen Colleen?”

Colleen and Jason had been a God-send on this trip. Among the Christ’s Church contingent on the trip, they had given so much of themselves in relating to the dancers. It hit me that while we had worked very hard to prepare our team for any cross-cultural scenario, we hadn’t prepared for the fact that at trip’s end we would all return to the lives that we had left to come here – and for the church folks and the dance folks, that meant things would never be the same.

I decided to take one more walk around the perimeter of Dieter’s property. As I walked I prayed, giving thanks for each memory. I revisited many of the conversations we had during the trip. I thought about how God had answered my prayers time and again, and that He had shown up. Then I saw Colleen sitting on a broken slab of concrete out on the back corner of the property.

“This is so hard”, she said. I knew what she meant, because I was feeling the exact same emotions. We reminisced together through some of the experiences we had, some of the conversations that really mattered, and some of the conversations that felt as though they would remain unfinished. We shared a few tears and then I apologized to Colleen that I had not thought to prepare our team for this. With every other Christ’s Church G.O. Team we had come back changed, but we came back together - we would see each other every week and continue this spiritual journey we call life, side by side. This one was different. Our lives had crossed, church folks and dancers, but at trip’s end would divide again. We knew it. We returned to join the others, to gather our things, and to begin the long journey home – realizing the time was short.

We climbed into our combees for one last ride, this one through the heart of Windhoek to the airport. As we pulled away from Dieter’s property I felt an awakening to the reality of our departure settle in on those in my vehicle. This ride was different from every other we had made together. Silence filled the van. I looked to my left to see Stephanie, my ‘shotgun’ the entire trip looking back as the road to Dieter’s property slowly faded from view. Our eyes briefly met. “Are you okay?” I asked. “No”, was all she could offer before she turned to look out the window, wiping away tears. After several minutes she asked, “What was this?” She was visibly crying now. I was glad Steph was looking out the window, because that meant she couldn’t see my tears. What was this, Lord?

Once we arrived at the airport Dieter asked to address the whole team. I was worried that we were short on time and needed to check in at the counter. We gathered in a close circle and I was thinking, ‘Okay Dieter, make it short!’ I watched him take the time to very deliberately make eye contact with each team member before he opened his mouth to speak. I hoped in my heart that as he made eye contact with each of the dancers they would sense how much he had grown to care for them.

The itinerary on the way home was grueling. The team looked like we had been through a wringer. In an emotional sense we had. During the flights and the airport layovers I touched base with more of the Christ’s Church folks, each with their own sense of ‘unfinished’ settling in. Each step of the way I grew more frustrated that I hadn’t foreseen this and prepared members of our team for it.

On one of our layovers, I cued up and watched the video of Steph’s solo ‘After The Rain’. I had never really given the words any thought before. This line gripped my heart: “Never a last goodbye, there’s always tomorrow”. Is that really true? Where this trip was concerned, I had a very difficult time believing it. And then, the question: “Are things ever the same after the rain?” I knew that the answer was ‘no’.

We arrived back in Boston. We were moments from a reunion with parents and friends. One of the dancers asked if we could gather for one more prayer and group hug before we re-entered the world as we knew it. I can’t recall who it was. I was just thankful to hear the request. We gathered in a circle. Just as I had seen Dieter do some 40 hours earlier, I looked slowly around the circle making eye contact with each team member. I hoped that they would sense how much I had come to care for each one of them. I was struck by the fact… we looked terrible! We have never brought back a G.O. Team that looked this haggard. This team had given everything they had. I don’t remember the prayer I offered. I don’t remember the walk from that prayer circle through the door to where families were waiting. I do remember balloons, music and very happy people on the other side. The G.O. 29 of 2005 were home. What now?

Saturday, December 09, 2006

A Season Of Preparing

As we prepare to gather together and worship our Lord this weekend, and as we prepare our hearts to celebrate the birth of our Savior, 'peace' becomes our focus.

Mike and members of the music team are prepared to lead us in song, in an acoustic setting, including a couple of Christmas favorites and a new arrangement of 'I Heard The Bells On Christmas Day' that Mike arranged and composed a new chorus. A few of us heard a preview last night. You will really enjoy it.

I will be using the words to that great hymn as the foundation for our consideration of the Word this weekend, considering the phrase 'Peace on earth, good will to men' in light of Micah 5:5. If you'd like an advance look at the text we will consider, give Micah 5:1-5 a read. You might also glance at Matthew 2, where the religious leaders quoted this text in pointing out the place of Jesus' birth.

Tonight will be one of our last Saturday evening services (this week and next will be our last Saturday evening services, in January we will return to a two service schedule on Sunday). I hope you'll consider coming out to enjoy the Saturday evening setting before it's done. Whether I see you tonight at 5:30 or tomorrow morning at 10am, I look forward to worshipping the Lord with you!

Merry Christmas!

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Friday, December 08, 2006

TONIGHT: 3 Chords & A Cloud Of Dust


Interactive Sermon Exclusive

Tonight, at 9pm, Jim & I (3 Chords & A Cloud of Dust) will play a brief set during the Open Mic Night at JBeaners. We will be followed in the Open Mic Night by Mike Knight, scheduled to play at 9:15. How cool is that? We will be opening for Mike Knight at the Open Mic Night.

'3 Chords' appearance tonight is to promote our upcoming 2007 tour.

JBeaners requests that no music with religious or political content be shared during the Open Mic format. Yes, we are allowed to play the Britney Spear's tune 'Hit Me Baby One More Time'. We plan to sneak in one or two of my new originals too.

Hope you can make it to JBeaners tonight at 9pm.

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Defining Emerging

As we've often spoken of the liquid definitions of Emergent, Emerging, Emergent Church, Emerging Church and so on, here's another article I ran across today at Jesus Creed. I think this is a very good answer Scott McKnight offers someone wanting to gain some clarity. Give this a read. Note that Scott mentions Andrew Jones (aka Tall Skinny Kiwi). Hope you check his blog often.

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Pagan Holiday Bah-Hum-Bug!

Every year we are warned about the 'Commercialization' of Christmas. I was wondering, however, if somewhere in history there are were really concerned pagans about the 'Christianization' of their holiday - whatever it was. Maybe there are some nature lovers really ticked about people sawing off pines and dragging them into heated - or air conditioned if you're in the south - homes, covering them with fake icicles, and tacky ornaments.

Then there's the whole Santa thing. Fundamentalists point out that the names Santa and Satan have the exact same letters in them, one has Claus and the other horns, and they both have an affection for the color red. I'm sure there has to be a really angry group of... um... people of diminutive stature (I don't think we can say 'Elves' any more) that feel they are being slandered by a tall, fat and jolly man being represented as one of them. And a Satanist at that!

One of my favorite blogs, the Tall Skinny Kiwi posted a piece along these lines. Give it a read. Note also the links to Bible Teacher John McArthur's thoughts. So, what do you make of it all.

I promise (see my last post), I will chime back in with my thoughts later. For now, I'm going to see if Germaine or Jimmy can teach me how to put a cool, albeit Pagan/SECULAR, song in the middle of my blog post. Skinny is so cool. "R-E-S..."

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Monday, December 04, 2006

Interactive Rant

A relatively new visitor to the blog mentioned to me last night that I have a tendency to drop an item for conversation and then fail to sound off with my own opinion on the topic. He's right. Usually, I toss a few items out and see what 'takes off' with comments from you. If no one comments, I do tend to forget to go back and contribute my thoughts. Risking that my opinions apart from dialogue might look like a rant... let me revisit a handfull:

Global Warming - Someone help me. I am so thoroughly unimpressed by the so called 'scientific' arguments I've heard that claim Global Warming is an issue we should be addressing. I can point to dozens more 'scientific' evidences that suggest it is a farce. You know what it reminds me of? Y2K. Do you recall how as we approached the turn of the century thousands of Y2K compliance experts sprang up from nowhere and flooded the best-sellers lists and talk show circuit? A whole industry was born. "Oh wow! Coming doom! Buy my book! You're irresponsible if you fail to act!" Where are they now? I know! They are now selling Global Warming books and doing talk shows. Please don't read this as my thumbing my nose at responsibility of environmental stewardship. Rather it's me saying 'take a breath'!

O.J. Simpson and his 'on again, off again' book deal - I say 'publish it'. I think that a boat load of Americans will buy it (as evidenced by it reaching number 20 on the best-seller list before it was even released) and make O.J. a sea of money. Then I say some judge somewhere ought to take it all from him and pay the judgment against him from the civil suit he lost; guarantee the children who's mom he killed a future; and give the rest of the money to charity.

Concerning the six Muslim Imams taken off a USAirways flight for suspicious behavior, I do think they were 'profiled'. If the profiling protocol reads like this: people who do suspicious things that resemble known terrorist patterns should be removed from flights for further investigation - I'm all for profiling! It's true that these men deny they did anything out of the ordinary. The other side, however (established by the airline officials, law enforcement and the FBI) agrees that three of the six were not in their assigned seats; they were separated in a pattern believed to have been used on 9/11 (2 forward, 2 mid and 2 rear cabin); four of the men asked for belt extensions when they were not necessary (reasonably considered a weapon); and two Arabic speaking passengers reported overhearing two of the men speaking of Osama bin Laden favorably and of America in negative terms. If all this was a mistake, it is unfortunate that the men were delayed. But I say that if all that even appeared to be happening, I'm glad the airline and law enforcement officials acted the way they did.

Here's a new one. The BCS (Bowl Chumpionship Series) is a joke. First of all, know that I am not upset about the title game - I think Ohio State and Florida belong in the game. I am upset that with this system many teams never have a chance at a National Title in college football. Boise State, for instance, completed a perfect 12-0 season, but because of the system, they'll never have a chance. Rutgers, Louisville, Wake Forest, same deal. They know before they even begin summer practices that they have no chance to be number one. Notre Dame, however, knows that if they get in the top 8 (it's top 11 this year apparently) they are contractually guaranteed a BCS Bowl bid. Wisconsin learned, that though they are number 7 in the BCS rankings, they still miss a BCS bid because 2 other Big 10 schools (OSU, MICH) got in... and Notre Dame was within 4 slots. By the way, that little glitch that keeps a #7, 11-1 Wisconsin team out and allows a #11, 10-2 Notre Dame team in was a $15 million dollar deal. Wisconsin loses the $15 million, Notre Dame earns it. The whole system is flawed. I say they ought to come up with a plan like College Basketball has. With that tournament plan, every school in America has a legitimate shot at making the tournament and then let the cards fall where they may. With the BCS System in College Football, we will never again see a true Cinderella story. And that makes me sad.

Okay, so there is my rant. Agree with me? Think I'm out of my skull? Brave enough to chime in?

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Saturday, December 02, 2006

A Season Of Preparing

As you prepare your hearts to worship the Lord this weekend as the church, know that this weekend is the first in Advent. Advent is the season in which the church prepares to celebrate the Savior’s birth.

As I mentioned earlier this week, this Advent season I am planning for our weekly studies in the Word to be based on the lyrics of Christmas Carols and corresponding Bible texts. This weekend it will be the great hymn ‘Come Thou Long Expected Jesus’ and Isaiah 61. Give that text a read if you’re one who likes to give the text an advance look.

This weekend Shari and the music team will include some wonderful Christmas music in the set. We’ll sing everything from timeless Carols to Chris Tomlin and even Relient K this weekend. Come prepared to sing praises! We will also be worshipping the Lord in observing the Lord’s Supper. Come with your hearts prepared to commune with the Lord.

Let me be among the first to wish you a very Merry Christmas. See you this weekend.


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Parson To Person

Looking in, again, on a series of 'imaginative/non-fiction' that I began in November 2005. You can find those earlier entries in the archive menu.

“Pastor Brian, I just don’t understand it. I had prayed for years for my husband to come to Christ. Finally he gave his heart to Jesus... and then this.”

The ‘this’ was an inoperable tumor on Roger’s brainstem. Peggy and I stood by Roger’s bedside in the Hospice Center. I had no answers. Inside me was a burning desire to somehow defend God; to be able to show Peggy that there was some rhyme or reason to it. But I had nothing to offer.

Peggy had prayed for her husband to come to Christ for years. Roger had always been supportive of his wife and children’s faith and their involvement in the church, but he himself had never shown interest. Then one day it happened. Roger agreed to attend a marriage seminar with his wife and wound up hearing the gospel. He had a very powerful conversion experience. It was like someone set him on fire. Over the next few weeks he developed an insatiable appetite for learning and growing in his new faith.

Then, just a few months into his ‘new life’, it all unraveled. A lingering headache brought on dizziness, dizziness became confusion, and the next thing they knew oncologists were telling Roger and Peg that they should be thinking in terms of months rather than years. That was 12 months ago. Now as Christmas approached again, Roger's days were drawing to a close.

“Liz is coming home this weekend. She and Greg are getting pretty serious. He won’t be here to walk his little girl down the aisle”, Peg wiped away tears and shook her head as she spoke. “She called the other night and I held the phone to his ear. He smiled when he heard her voice.”

We sat in silence for a few minutes watching Roger sleep.

Peggy broke the silence, “How are you and Sarah doing?” I thought I was at a loss for words before.


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